yup..dats me..!

I am sleepy but eyes closed remind of people I am not/cant be with.
I am hungry but cant eat.
I want to read a book but i chose to continue with this.
I want to listen to a song but cant decide which song ‘this’ present state of my mind can be releted to.
I am thirsty but the scotch is finished.
I want love but that is one thing everyone else already has and sharing is not the order of the day.
I want to see the stars but these city lights don’t let me.
I want to stop and stare but nothing is permanent.
I don’t want my butt to be kicked twice but then too, I think I am getting there. Pray I don’t.
I want to see my dad again but I am not time.
I want you to feel comfortable but is it going to be vice-versa?
I want to watch television but two-hundred different options don’t let me stick to one.
I want to take ‘her’ out on a date but where is ‘she’.
I want life to go smoothly but it loves speed-breakers.
I want to hit the gym again but every time its ‘Monday se’ phenomenon.
I want to apologize but then they too owe me one.
I don’t want to see the sun ever again but I am not God.
I want to leave out all the rest but then I would’ve no company.
I don’t want to ever lie again but this world leaves me with no other option.
I want to dance and I suppose that’s the only thing I can do right now.
I want them around but they are never there.
I want life to go easy but then I don’t write its script.
I want to rise above all this but the more I try the deeper I drown.
I want to kick his butt but my legs cant reach there..yet.
I thought life sucks but then I know people who suck even more.
I want to get out of trouble easily but I don’t know the magic word.
I want to erase some period of my life but they have been carved.
I want to be easy on you but then what if you become selfish.
I want to wipe out the human race but then what would politicians do?
I want to be a part of India’s growth story but then would a mere blog like this take me anywhere?
I never wanted you to walk away on me but you still did.
I want to heal the world but how?
I want my life to take it easy but our thoughts never matched.
I want to chuck non-veg food (chicken) but the chicks are so irresistible.
I want a vacation every month but that’s not possible, practically & financially.
I want to write a meaningful blog but here I am writing this.
I want to decode loneliness sometimes but I was always bad at maths.
I want you to listen to me but you always have some train, flight or bus to catch.
I ask them not be materialistic but they say what do I do with the money then?
I am in 'like' wid myself but...